testing....

I woke up this morning and REALLY wanted to test. Don't ask me why. I hate testing early. It's always negative and it always makes me feel bad to see a negative, even if I know it's too early. I think it's going to take a lot more effort this time around to make it to the testing window. I'm totally convinced this is the month. Of course, I'll be totally convinced this isn't the month in an hour or so, and back to be convinced it is and hour or so after that, so obviously my gut is not an accurate predictor of anything at this point!